The Spoonykipper Story

Everytime I think I'm doing better or I have a few good days the bad days come back with a vengeance. I can see why Christmas is as much the worset time of year for people as it is good, it's not like I ever got to spent it with my Ex as much as I wanted to (in a way I'm glad it's not tainted with a memory) but at least she was there in a way. Now it just looks that much worse with people being all happy and being with the people they love/care about etc. My parents will have each other and my brother will have his girlfriend and I have nothing....Oh I have my family yes as people like to point out but it's not the same as having someone you care about being with you.

Talking to people they have said about maybe doing volunteer or something to make me feel better, that or counseling due to this not only being the festive season but also the suicide season and I be lying if I said I hadn't come close to it....But I'm going to see if I can do this on my own first with some help from friends before resulting to counseling and/or "happy pills".

Other News

I had a works Christmas party on the 4th. Start of the night was a bit meh but got better at the end as spent it dancing about till 1am and I have piccys to show you of that! I passed my driving theory test on the 9th YAY! My driving test is set around the end of Jan.

I really need to a do a piccy/video update on here as I always say I have some to show you all, maybe when I get home from work.